WOW! im flattered to have some of you veterans like Shiney and Lost Love visit me. thanks!! it stinks being here but who knows whats in store on the other side. wish i could remember who said "you can either go through it or grow through it". so true there are a lot of positives that have come about in only 4 months. we spend a lot of time together, walking (which helped me lose 45lbs) and riding our motorcycle almost every evening. QT is her primary LL. yes we are still attending church, or i should say started to again. OM has made it clear that if we show up, they're gone. breaks my heart. i just know that we have to do what we have to do. so interesting to read Jethros thread about W wanting to show up at the bar where OM hangs out. sounds alot like my W wanting to show that we are still together and working on it. we had a long talk again last night about her session with her C and it feels good to hear her opening up a little at a time. y'all have been and continue to be an inspiration to me and if i need a 2X4 now and then, lay it on me. ive got to go back to work. thanks again k
