Thanks Trapt! I wanted to ask you if your xh is living with ow? I dont think I have read your story yet. How long are you into this? I am going to start from scratch and put my story on here, starting with, what now I see as the beginning of this journey. I want to try and get some sort of timeline if I can. I know I wont be exact, but I would like to get some opinions on my beginning. After reading the resource threads I think it started 2 years ago maybe.

Guys I go to court in the morning for the protection order. I am a little nervous, because I havent really seen or talked to my xh in almost 7 days! A lifetime for me, although it has NOT been has bad as I thought it would be. I really havent had the urge to call him. I know he will this "girl" on his arm, and it will be the first time I get to come face to face with them. Please pray for me, I will need the strength.
How should I act? Should I be upbeat and happy, or should I just go with the flow and act normal. Should I let him see me cry? (I am afraid I will when I see them together).
Please advise me.

Thank GOD for you ALL,
Renee


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M:42
H:40
S:18
M:20yrs/together 21yrs
Bomb:9/08 ILYBNILWY
Sep:9/18/08 "ow" :25
Filed:11/18/08
D:12/8/08
M:Different 26 yr. old 7/09.
Newborn 4/10