I don't know why in our arguments that he goes for the juggler and hurts me to my very core. I already have doubts about my future with another man and he throws out in his nasty way that it will be at least 10 years before I find anyone that would have me. I hope that isn't true but it could be.
I guess I am not as healed as I thought if he can still hurt me. Well back on the horse I guess.
kat
You're human. H told me that I would NEVER find a man that would want me b/c I'm so messed up. I don't think either of them are right!!! I mean, come on, those 2 found Rs and look at them, middle-aged cheating lying men going through B and foreclosure in my case. I've often thought who the heck would be interested in that? But I guess people put on their rose-colored glasses or beer goggles or whatever and it makes everyone look better than they really are. And don't forget we are the hottest 44-year old women around!!! Karen
