PA, I think a lot of it is being out of control--for me, it started when my H refused to work on our M, then left, and now this OW is just such a hard thing to accept. It's just awful to imagine him with another woman after being M for so long. And I'm envious that his R seems to be taking off while I am online dating and feeling kind of discouraged.
I'm very glad I had the rebound fling--no regrets.
Me/X-H: 47/48 T 19 yrs M 16 years D14 D10 ILYBINILWY: 10/07 H moved out 6/08
