Well, it's Saturday. New thread since the other one will be locking soon. I picked K up from her Dad last night. He was sullen. I ignored it. He lightened up and was showing me what he taught her. the only thing that pissed me off was the fact that he didn't feed her any solids, just formula. He knows what to feed her...maybe he was too busy. Anyway, when he was leaving. I told him that I really wanted us to just get along. That it would be better for K, if we could have a decent R. I just wanted us to be friends and good co-parents to our child. He just stood there looking down. He wouldn't even look at me. He wouldn't say anything. He was just quiet. I asked "do you think we can do that?" He just nodded "yes" and continued to look down and not at me. I told him that I couldn't do it alone, though. It was going to require some effort on his part. Any normal person would want that, don't you think? I mean...seriously, what did I do to him. If anything he should be begging ME to be kind to HIM. I just don't get him. I asked him to please stop hating me and being mean to me and he said, jokingly..."but, it's so easy". To which I replied "but, one of these days, you're going to go too far." He said "I don't go too far. I just know which buttons to push." I said, "yes, you do. Because you installed them." And, I left.
I need to remove all the drama from my life. H. OM. I need to start fresh. I almost want to just go away for a little bit and remove myself.
Well, today I get to meet SO2. I'm excited. We'll post.
M 5yrs 1st baby-girl born 6/18/08 Bomb: 10/13/07 OW - I was 6wks Prego H Moved in w/OW: 11/2/07 D Final 07/10 OW had his baby 3/17/09-so her Me, now - happier than I ever was with him
