But but but........... here's the thing Jayce. I don't think I want to have sex with him. Hate to be so blunt there, but I really don't. I know he will, that's the problem. HE WILL for the week, then its gone again for a year. I've been there. It will be great for a week, then it goes to less and less, then NOTHING. I can't do that. So Im not sure what to do now.
So, do I force myself, and see what happens this time?? Take the leap so to speak?
