{{{Pearl}}} It is a dilemma and only YOU know the best thing for YOU to do..I think if you can handle what you said, about being okay in all of those scenarios, then YES stay, but, if you don't want to be there, that is okay too..it IS a lot to handle when face to face with it!
Whatever you decide, let us know and we are here with you and for you!
Tawnya
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