No i would never do that to W I have hurt her enough and to do that to her would never win back in the house or her life.
Im just hurting so bad that even saying that makes feel better and I know its not alright.
As everyone says i need to work on me so I have begun the process. Startin in March I am enrolled in a program that will run for 3 months and 2 hours each sesssion.
After reading the brochure (also discussed with W) we both agree that alot of the program is evrything I am. For example using threats, controlling nature, as well as abuse and the list goes on.
So in the end we both agreed this is going to help me become a better me and I am looking foward to getting started and giving it 110% of focus, mind and body.
Like all the advice you all have given me (work on me) Im taking it to heart cause I believe Im worth it
