I just wanted to drop by real quick. Please understand I am in no way bashing you. I just hope you are putting your focus on you. The one thing that really helps throughout this is doing things for yourself. Treating yourself to something. Trying something new.
I just know from experience that when you place all of your focus on them and their insantiy it really drags you down.
I know it doesn't seem natural but you have to make this all about you right now and that doesn't mean your giving up, just distancing yourself from all of this and be careful not to bash your x in front of your son.
