Yeah having my kids is definitely the silver lining to this whole situation.

I spoke to her again today as she was getting ready for the trip, and she was just full of crappy news for me. She told me that she wasn't going to be able to stay for a full two weeks because her job interview was on Mar 5th, so she changed the tickets to return on Mar 2nd.

*Sigh*

That only gives us 8 days. And just to rub salt in it, Mar 1st is our 18th anniversary. Then she tells me that she wants to sell her expedition when she comes back so she can afford to pay off her car in Germany. She knows that I use her exp to take the kids places because my car is a compact. Ouch. Another attachment is being broken.

Am I'm being too optimistic? Maybe I'm imagining a post-WAW life with her and trying to think what 'we' will have left. At the moment, it's really hard to stay positive...


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