Sounds like its OK for you to wait a while, legally, and that you're not 100% decided one way or the other. This has been going on long enough that you can wait it out a little longer until you feel more certain about your decision. You want to feel right about whatever it is you decide.
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Me - 29 H - 29 M - 6 months T - 8 years ILYBNILWY - 1/24/09 Recovery begins 3/1/09