Since she moved out, I haven't seen her much. When she was here, I felt the distance between us was even greater than before. I had almost no feelings toward her. She was like a stranger who I feel sorry for. After she left, some of the feelings did come back, not too much. I am not sure why, may be because of her past images are still looming in my head. Or may be the interaction with S because he does mention W once a while.....
In reality, she is not part of the family anymore. She is not my W, may be on paper...!! She has this OM in her life. After her last visit, I feel even stronger that I need to start the legal process, at least the legal separation for protecting myself. Like Coach said, the button line is I can only control me. Any efforts that I spend on her will be just wasted energy. I rather use them on something else...
Yes, you are correct. You will be happy again. It could happen a lot sooner that you think.
NW626
Me:33 STBXW:38 S:3 It's not whether you win or lose, it's how you fight the fight....!!
