Day 9 and going strong, thoughts of her while driving home from my cousins last night. I let them be. Slept good last night. Still cloudy, but I am no longer worried about that. My attitude is working and i have a good weekend coming up. Might be going out with my son tonight, shoot pool or whatever, tomorrow night over friends for dinner and a couple of beers and a movie, sunday, down day, no company, no plans. Me a nice dinner and some movies.....I have to revieiw some tech manuals for work, but I'll do that between naps and commercials.
I am doing good, better than I had expected. No dreams of her or with her, no images of walks either. Going to church tomorrow morning, feels like a long time since I walked through those doors. I am almost a third of the way to my goal, 30 days of this attitude. Once I hit that i will extend the goal. feeling good, feeling more happy with myself. Strange, never thought I'd feel this way again.
