Shine like the star you are!

[sage]

Hey all, just quick journalling.

Positives from yesterday:
1. h and I went out to dinner last night -- a date.
2. h did a bunch of things around the house.
3. got another date tonight and a busy weekend planned.

SO...I dunno, h seems "off" a bit right now. Seemed that way last night during dinner, too, and definitely sounds "something" on the phone. I'm being vague because I can't really put my finger on it...stress maybe? not feeling well? tired? who the heck knows.

I'm doing great NOT reacting to it...not getting bummed or withdrawn myself.

Why not just ask him if something's up? well, frankly, that kind of asking has never gone well. or, maybe to be more accurate, it's the aftermath that doesn't go well. Also, I'm just trying to give him some emotional space. If he wants to tell me what's up, I suppose he will.

I'll see how the day goes...

Sage