hi Sandi, thanks so so much for your kind and yet helpful and tough words.\you're right, I'm so afraid that is why I confronted her, she does not believe that there is anything, I was too trusting before but not anymore. I'm taking things seriously and that is why I keep coming back for more. I've also read Michelle's book and steps some months ago and applied it with some temporary "success" before but somehow I could not sustain the changes and I just kept rescuing her again.
I think I might have pushed her away by pursuing her before but not anymore. I need to work on my own transformation and seek what is it in me that is triggering her.
thank you for your patience. I do believe you, I hope I'm not pushing you away, You do not make me mad ...... I trust that your ministry and support to others will continue to bear fruit. fyi: I've made a copy of the steps give me and is trying to put it handy and in my memory.
