I'm sure you've reached out to everybody you know, as you must have many contacts after 19 years. Is there anything different you've always wondered about doing? I know you don't want to sell your house... I'm just wondering if there isn't a way to piece the money together in a creative way. I understand if you want to stick to your career.

I hope you laugh soon, Cinco.

Where the hell is Ali? She'll know how to cheer you up.

Lucky