Tonight I overheard s11 talking to H...he had his phone on speaker...I haven't heard his voice in a few weeks...I started to tear up...
Then I was talking to D16, asked her if she has heard from her dad...she kind of chuckled and said no...not in a long time...gosh this hurts so bad...H had told me that the girls need to call HIM! WTF? He's acting like a 12 yr old.."if you don't call me I'm not gonna call you" kind of thing...totally ticks me off. This is the whole thing that bothers me...he and my girls were so close to him...I know I can't make him call them or them to call him but wow....never ever thought it would be like this....my girls say they have no father...MLC sucks...I guess his new girls are enough for him...did your H ever say he thought about your kids alot and missed them...H hasn't seen D22 since Christmas and that was only brief...I guess I just had to vent this...the anger builds and I have to let it out...last night I screamed in my pillow...what in world has happened...
all my friends keep telling me he is going to regret everything some day...I don't believe so....
I think it's finally done...he has totally written me off and my girls...
Treese
H 49 M 45 D 23, D17, S12 M 25 T 31 01/07 OW H at my door w/proof Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07 Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass, Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9 11/08 pos.paternity
