NeedHelpToo, Thank you so much for your kind words of encouragement. I hope that she is not in an affair of course but I am prepared for the fact that she may be. The truth will come out eventually. It is certainly possible that my wife is enjoying not answering to anyone right now. And your right, I don't care if she sees who I call as I have nothing to hide. I have certainly looked back on things I've done and said and have taken efforts not to repeat them. My biggest fear is that she will not see them or soften her heart enough to care. It will be especially hard since we are not around each other on a daily basis so I guess I have to make every interaction count.
M-41 ex-W-40 Together--17 years SS-20 D-14 Bomb--2 Feb 09 WAW--6 Feb 09 Officially divorced on 2 Jun 2010!!! ex-W has a boyfriend 8 Jun 2010!!! Off we go into the wild blue yonder!!!!
