Hey Karen I am working hard to be better myself but it all seems for not. I havnt pushed the R with W but it doesnt seem to matter. I starting to think why am I doing all this. Sure I may come out a better me but to me thats second choice. Being with my W makes me a beter person.
We met today for about 45 min and we had a great visit. I told her how beautifull she was when she islaughing and cracking jokes at me,it was great to see.