So...I'd been thinking about starting a new thread all weekend...in recognition that despite tremendous progress in my sitch and in my behavior (and in h's behaviors, too!) that I still find myself clinging to some old patterns....too much "mind talk", too much worrying about the future. A few weeks ago I felt SO good -- calm, comfortable, confident....I'm not beating myself up for lapsing back into "stuff"..I just like the other feeling better!!! So, the goal is to get back there and spend as much time there as possible.
Here's where the thread title comes from (horoscope for today):
A Gemini with an inferiority complex is like a restaurant owner with a fear of going hungry. You have no reason to doubt yourself yet there are moments when you can somehow forget all that you are, all that you have accomplished, all that you have at your disposal. It's probably just as well. At least it gives the rest of us some kind of fighting chance to catch up with you. Sometimes though, you have to stop giving yourself a hard time and just shine like the star you are. Here comes such a time.
More to come...
Sage
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.
