Hey (((Kalni))) and (((Beginners)))!

Thanks for checking on me.

I'm a bit blue today, so I've written a long and whiny post, then I've got disgusted with myself and deleted it.

I spoke with D18 - she's fine, Kalni, thanks! - and she said she wants her family. And I also spoke with H (he called) and he said he was worried about me and asked whether I'm going to be at home tomorrow. He's going to be in the neighbourhood and wants to stop by. And I said NO, I'm not. No yanking my chain anytime soon, thanks (didn't say that, of course).

Nothing new, really.

Beginners, no expectations, no R talk, not initiating contact and keeping it short is easy for me right now.
GAL and PMA is a bit of a problem.

I wonder why does it take me so long to get better?

(((everybody)))


I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders
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M 46
H 45
D 17
M/T 23
Bomb #1 (ILYBNILWY) 12.06
Bomb #2 (OW) 12.07
Bomb #3 (chose OW over M) 9.08