2 reasons really. One, I got married for life and don't believe in divorce. And two, I really do truly love her.
That being said, this has been truly torturous. I'm not sure how I am still holding it all together. I'm truly stunned myself.
Inside its ripping me apart. But there is nothing I can do about it. I just have to let the whole thing play out and keep praying to God that things will somehow someway get better.
Kevin
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...
