\My wife is going to leave me in 5 days--help!

[AFWAW]

Well, I woke up this morning and started getting really angry about why the whole thing is happening again--it still makes no sense to me. So, after I saw my daughter off to school. I got ready to go to the gym. Drove out to the base and did the gym thing for a little over an hour, went to the exchange and got a new pair of running shoes and then met a friend for lunch. Pretty leisurely, he's been very supportive and doesn't understand the whole thing himself. I know, I know, I may never understand. Went to the library and got some self help books and did grocery shopping after. I have to pick my daughter up for a dental appt and the wife is supposed to stop by tonight to bring me my $200. I'm hoping this is just an excuse to come by. I got a couple of compliments from folks I know on base about how much weight I've lost too--yes, one was a hot female--made me feel pretty good.

I will try to maintain my composure tonight as I did on the phone yesterday evening. We'll see what happens--I'm praying everyday for doubt in her heart and mind as to what she is doing. More later...