I know, I just feel so disrespected. I know in the end I will most likely be better off than her but in the here and now it's still hard. I was doing so well to.

I feel that I just want to lash out but I can't think of a way that would be beneficial. Confronting her will do nothing but make her feel more guilty which doesn't help. I just feel like I wasted all these years with someone I thought was better than this.

Tomorrow is a new day. Today I'll just suck it up and not do anything I'll regret later.


Me:38
W:40
Bomb/EA 03/08
Recon twice
1/09 W files for D
Story