I'm trying to calm myself down, I'm a bit surprised how much stuff still affects me.

I looked at the online banking today and noticed that the W went to the bar she normally meets the OM at last night and this morning I saw a charge at a McDonald's by his house. It's pretty obvious she spent to the night there last night which just makes me so angry. It shouldn't be a surprise but I guess seeing conformation really hit me hard. I'm just so disappointed in her and I really am starting to hate her as time goes by.

I don't even know what to think or do. Well, I know not to do anything even if I'm tempted to out her on it. Of course she's free to do whatever she wants but it's just a slap in the face that she does this while we are still legally married. Not that it matters anymore....


Me:38
W:40
Bomb/EA 03/08
Recon twice
1/09 W files for D
Story