Lostinlove--I know it takes time, but I wish I could just move back in. I am waitng for an apart. and now I have to spend all kinds of money for furniture, if he is interested, why doesn't he say something to me--get me a clue. Last Feb we had a big blow out and he said that he was still healing, I had suggested we go to therapy. Before that last year he told me that he doesn't love me anymore. I believe in my heart that he still does, or he would not be doing what he has been doing. I just feel that I might be wasting me time. I have full range of his house, I have keys to house, his password on computer. I do spy once in a while, I can't help it. I guess I don't want any comptetion. He does call this girl once in a while but seems to be with me and daughter every weekend and we always all go to church together. I hope he is not leading me on--that would be cruel from me and my daughter!
