My evening was calm. Went out with a gf to celebrate her birthday. Had some good wine and snacks. H is being very sweet and understanding. I am hoping that I have gotten out all of my misery for a while.
I was so struggling with forgiveness, then the email that BG sent me talked about acceptance before forgiveness. The light bulb went off. I am doing ok with the acceptance. That feels right for me, for now.
Most of us are about as happy as we make up our minds to be.
