and when he left, i didnt cry. well i was already in bed crying before i knew he was here in pain, so the tears werent for him
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I'm crying with you, baby. I don't know how the man can do that to you when he knows what you are going through. I think they get so used to seeing us sick and in physical pain so much until they get a little numb or harden to it.....I don't know. His guilty concious must have been bothering him a little bit since he did do that much.
Do you have any idea how long the effects of this test you had will linger? It must have been a bummer. Going to ask a ignorant question, but just trying to learn. Is this like the test has thrown you into a "flare" or has caused the every day pain to be worse? Does that make sense? I know you have a certain pain level all the time and that some times are a lot worse. I sure hope it lets up soon. We love you!
Sandi
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!
