ah sandi mom, i so wish you were here. i so really do. i love you so!!!!!!! thanks tawnya for checking on me. idk how i am, i still feel bad, like maybe if it dont quit go to the er, last time i had this test, it wasnt like this. H stopped by, dropped off frozen pizzas and a converter box, and when he left, i didnt cry. well i was already in bed crying before i knew he was here in pain, so the tears werent for him.
M 36 XH 34 3 children If a house is divided against itself, that house will not be able to stand. Mark 3:25 "your mood swings are giving me whiplash" twilight ALIVE FREE AND HAPPY 2010
okay, I have to read 7 pages. so you'll have to wait till I can catch up. yikes!
hope you are doing well B. (((B)))
Me 33 H 34 S9 S3 M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs) EA/PA 1/2006 DB 5/2006 H wants D 6/2006 H wants ME 8/2006 H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006 H erased OW off phone! 2/2007
"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."
our church is doing 40 days of freedom. to heal ourselves, or free ourselves from our hardships, yesterdays was about oppression, next week is free to love. they gave us all a bible study book they made, to do daily that will go along, with the sermons. I am very excited. maybe i too will finally be free.
I am very glad to hear this. no matter what is going on, try to keep being involved in this. let his departure for now be a sign that you need to focus on you. you need space from him and his crazy sitch, and he needs to get that straightened out. IMHO, it seems that he is being caught in two different worlds, that were before working fine as they were hidden from each other, but now that they are visible, he is finding it harder and harder to live in them simultaneously. Let him deal with his own evils, because you do not need to be involved or torn to peices by them.
(((B))) you didn't call me you can tomorrow though
Me 33 H 34 S9 S3 M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs) EA/PA 1/2006 DB 5/2006 H wants D 6/2006 H wants ME 8/2006 H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006 H erased OW off phone! 2/2007
"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."
ah crissy you know i love you, i didnt get the phone charged last nite, and didnt get much a chance to charge it today. I will call you tho.
omg, never thought i would say this, but teenagers are so cool.
M 36 XH 34 3 children If a house is divided against itself, that house will not be able to stand. Mark 3:25 "your mood swings are giving me whiplash" twilight ALIVE FREE AND HAPPY 2010
I'm sorry for being so late in replying to your post on my thread! I didn't see it until just a few minutes ago and then had to read through your thread......I hate that I can't access the board from work any more! And then I had IC, and...........
Anyway, I have to say, I'm like sandi.......I'm really pissed off!!!
WTF!!!???? He just up and left?? Said he was going to get you something?? Coward is too tame a word.....
I do believe that what goes around comes around......and that man of yours has built up some really enormous bad karma.....I would hate to be him when it's payback time......
It's said that God doesn't give us any obstacles we can't handle, and I've always said you are f'ing Wonder Woman, but for pete's sake!!!
I get off work at 3:30pm pacific. Call me on my cell any time after that if you want........
TJ
Me45,H49 D24,S18 M26,T28 Bomb 3/19/08 Sep 6/23/08 EA/PA with Secretary 2007-8 3/2009 H moved in w/OW2 7/2009 Let him go w/Love. 8/2009 Legally Sep'd
and when he left, i didnt cry. well i was already in bed crying before i knew he was here in pain, so the tears werent for him
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I'm crying with you, baby. I don't know how the man can do that to you when he knows what you are going through. I think they get so used to seeing us sick and in physical pain so much until they get a little numb or harden to it.....I don't know. His guilty concious must have been bothering him a little bit since he did do that much.
Do you have any idea how long the effects of this test you had will linger? It must have been a bummer. Going to ask a ignorant question, but just trying to learn. Is this like the test has thrown you into a "flare" or has caused the every day pain to be worse? Does that make sense? I know you have a certain pain level all the time and that some times are a lot worse. I sure hope it lets up soon. We love you!
Sandi
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!
you can tomorrow though
