H has officially filed. Please help me!!!!!

[MomInPain]

In other news:

I have been attending the "Breaking Free" by Beth Moore Study.

Today was so hard to listen to, it really hit home. I was in tears the entire night.

Week number 5 "Binding the Broken Heart"

I can't imagine where I would be right now if I didn't have God in my life. We stopped attending church a couple years ago, and my H was only recently saved in the last 5 years.
After he left my first step in GAL and 180 was going back to church. Best decision I made in these last 3 months.
I firmly believe that my H is trying to find something to fill the emptiness he feels in his life. Something only God can fill.
Maybe I'm wrong, but I know the emptiness that I was feeling, and that he has left by leaving our marriage.