This may seem to be a very sad moment for you, but I think you have hit critical mass my friend!!!!! Whew, whew!!
It ISN'T YOU!!! Yeah, yippee, happy dance, happy dance, happy dance (man, thanks MPT, for the happy dance, that is so cool).
Now don't get me wrong. I'm really, really sorry that your wife is suffering so deeply, and I would not wish that pain on anyone.
But this is big, because the two of you have been able to identify the ENEMY. SHE is depressed, and all along you thought it was YOU! Man, admitting that there is even a problem to begin with is HUGE. At least now, you are no longer walking around in the dark, wondering what the hell happened to all the lights...
Take a day and revel in this one, my friend. You have found the problem!!! Now you at least have a chance to meet it head on a deal with it......
I'm sorry, I know my happiness may seem a bit 'wrong' for the occassion, but I gotta tell you, this message has made me about the happiest damn woman on the planet....
AM, at your very darkest hour, you have found your HOPE. Lift your face to the sky and thank the good Lord above... He came through for you in the 9th!!!! Now we've got something you can work with.... yessirreee....
Sh!t, I'm so happy for you I'm going to go have myself a beer in your honor... hot damn!
