Yeah, everyone knows what best. God if that were only true. No, has to be me, has to be all me. Its definitely hard, it definitely hurts, mind is still very cloudy. Slept good last night. Yeah, not seeing or hearing from Him. Must figure I'm ok for right now. wish i would hear from my dad. Asked god to get a word to him up there. Nothing yet.
thoughts about W are less and less, seperation continues. detachment will happen, my way. I am not blind to her, I just have to get out of the game. got too much other stuff to deal with...thanks for looking in, need it...
