Facing the consequences of my past decisions... thats it. I know God is love and doesn't punish, that is why I'm so conflicted... but once again Sandi, you've provided clarity, my feelings are not in sync with my faith.
That's even one of the things the DB coach said, "Feed your faith, not your fears"
I guess that also explains why I'm where I am with my M - I miss things that are obvious to others, and I need constant reinforcement or else I screw up.
