Hi Poet, Don't worry. I'm ok. Thank you for being caring and sensitive. I'm not upset or hurt. No worries. I'm good.
I like to use this site to journal. I enjoy getting my thoughts and feelings out to clear my head. Like everyone, I have good feelings and bad feelings. I use this site to monitor my feelings and patterns I might have. This site is a safe place for me to do that. I also know that there are empathetic people who really care and understand what we all are going through--new pain or old pain.
Here, I write my goals and my achievements. I write about my fears. I write about my worries and doubts. I celebrate here. I express my gratitude for everyone...on and on. I like it.
So don't worry; I'm not hurt. I'm good. I just miss my husband. Sometimes, I miss him a lot...alot and sometimes, I just miss him. (shrugging shoulders) When my world gets out of balance that's when I miss him a lot...a lot.
As terrible as our H's made us feel, we will come through the other side being stronger, wiser, & better. I promise you.
