You were supposed to call me. Are you hurting from the test or cuz he's gone or both. Jeff is right and now you have heard it from at least two places. You have to take care of you for a while.

I'll keep my op of him to private time with you cuz it is just too much for on here. You know I too would be there if I could my friend. I'm sorry I shared your info but I figured since you has sort of spilled the beans. We all love you you know.

If you focus on the past, you ruin the future. You can only live for today.