Sweetie, I'm so sorry he is dragging you through all of this. It's such a horribly painful experience and you have it doubly hard because of your illness. You will make it through this with the Grace of God and the help of your friends.
I wish I could be there to give you big hugs in RL. Call a nearby friend. Get someone there to help you, please. Where are your kids?
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!