Never say Never; it's worth the fight!

[Virtually_Handsome]

((((((Treese))))))

I haven't played euchre in a hundred years! Well, maybe not quite that long. Had some late nights playing with housemates in college though. That was fun! It might take some private lessons to get it back!

[Treese]

YR....yeah...but walking away at the game is tough...I want to go talk to him but then again I don't...then I won't hear from him for a few days cause in his mind it's like a punishment for me...if I don't speak to him, he's gonna do the same to me...but what he doesn't realize is, I learning to just blow it off and move on....I'm better when I don't see or talk to him anyway...I don't like this person he's become....

and today...I thought he looked terrible...tired, washed out...life must be taking it's toll on him....or maybe I just think he looks bad cause I want him too...does that make sense...kind of mean...I don't mean it like that but oh well forget it....I'm talking in circles now....LOL maybe I am going crazy....

Handsome....I'll teach ya again....I love euchre....it's my favorite card game...

[Silent Chrleader]

OK, (((((((Treese)))))))

You, Me and VH.......now all we need is a 4th!!! Is there a way to play euchre online??

[yellowrose]

Treese

The thing is that you are learning. He probably did look terrible. I know my H sure did. Sure he put on a happy front but he wasn't!

Hang in there!

Y

[Treese]

YR....I guess H is withdrawing again....havent' heard anything from H in days...saw him on Sunday at s11's game but we didn't speak...really I haven't heard his voice for a while...just a text about a week ago...is this the way it's gonna be...

I was very lonely the other night and cried for a few hours....so much to share and no one to share it with....my friends all have husbands or fiance's or BF's....once that loneliness sets in I have to cry....it builds up and boom....

He must really be having a great time in his new relationship...he sees her children more than his own...and he's okay with it...I'm just venting here...I know there's nothing I can do nor do I want him right now....he is so not the person I fell in love with or married...

It seems though on those lonely days that all the memories of the past come racing back...and it's just sad...

I received a dozen roses on Valentine's Day from a male friend who wants to go out with me...I was so surprised and it truly made my day....he said he wanted to make me smile cause I have a beautiful smile...wow....haven't heard that in forever...I was hoping H would stop by and come in and see the flowers and wonder who they were from, but he didn't...they are beautiful..

so, I'm just hanging...taking care of what needs done and doing it on my own...so proud of ME!!

[Virtually_Handsome]

(((((Treese))))))

What he is doing doesn't matter. Don't worry about what he is doing.

Keep working on loving yourself. You will have some one to share with when the time is right, but for now make sure you ahare with you! You don't have to worry about what some guy thinks of you, you can be who you want to be! Sing in the shower, in the car. Eat pizza for breakfast, and pancakes for dinner!

And someone else has told you that you have a beautiful smile....

[Treese]

VH....thanks...u always make me smile..

I was basically just venting....needed to, otherwise it builds up inside me, and then I backslide and blow...didn't want that to happen....

[Babygirl]

hey girl you still have me. H packed everything of his last nite and left. so we really are in that boat together now.
hugs and love to you

[yellowrose]

Treese

I went through that with my H too. He was taking the ow's kids shopping and to dinner, etc. Our kids, nothing! It's all a part of it.

That's right be proud of yourself, you have come a long way!

Y

[Treese]

BG....hang in there girl...I'm here if you need me...we need to talk again...

Let them swirl around in their tornado...maybe it'll touch down some day...

Thanks YR....you always have something positive to say to me...I love you mom..