P.S. As for finding a shrink, open the yellow pages under psychologists, close your eyes and stab. Call the first number your finger lands on (unless the person's self-description doesn't apply; i.e., the first time I did this, my finger landed on a person who specialized in eating disorders. So I did it again.)
There's a good chance your insurance will cover a portion of your visits. Check into it. Make sure you read up on your insurance's disclosure policies, too.
If your insurance doesn't cover these types of visits, pretend you are buying your wife 10 red dresses and splurge on yourself. She should also know you are going to see a therapist and why. Though a lovely woman, she obviously has no clue how unhappy you are, and you aren't helping your situation any by 'covering up.'
Call your doctor tomorrow. I'm sure he's back. St. John's Wort is great, but it takes a few weeks to kick in, and may be a tad too mild for you at the moment. Have you looked at samE? Should be located somewhere near your SJW.
