I am really sorry to hear this turn of events. I know you are hurting now. I don't know what is best to do, let it all out or try to get out of the house and stay busy. You are a wonderful person and you can and will get through this.
Hugs dear friend.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory
just got slightly caught up enuf w/ U sis to see that you are doin a bit worse than me (tongue in cheekism). ha ha. I am cruel I know.
Be fully and completely guided by the Lord. You know how. Your countless rewards lie with Him. He can and does relieve you of all that you truly need relief from. And for now I suppose H is a part of that plan. Surrender all my dear.
Seek refuge in the Lord and be renewed and strengthened beyond measure.
Hi Sweetie, I am here with my big long arms to give you a "mama hug" and tell you that you and the Lord can handle this. Excuse me a minute while I try to control my own temper, first, before trying to give any encourgement to you b/c it really, really is low what he did to you. I don't know the details other than he apparently was leaving to get something for you and did not return. Is that correct? You had no idea he was going to do this? What a coward! When you said you would be free in 40 days, you did not really know what all that might have included, did you? Man, it makes me want to round up a posse to go get him and string him up. If I have this all wrong, then I apologize for it and if I don't, then I need to pray more!
I would say that the timing is weird since you were so excited about your Bible study.....but when we stop and consider it in the spiritural realm....it is not strange or weird at all. The "enemy" would do anything to get you discourage or sick enough to keep you away from that study! He (Satan) can't make a person do what they don't want to, (unless of course they are possessed)but he sure can influence and tempt them.
I know just the "thought" of being without a TV drives me crazy.....even if I hardly watch it. It is a habit more than anything else, but still......that was dirty! Maybe you can use the time to devote to your new study and just show the ole devil you aren't caving in to his crap! I tell ya, these spiritual growing pains are tough! However, if anyone has a lot of prayers going up for them, my babygirl does! You are going to be okay, honey, don't you worry. I don't know how far you are from anyone, but make some contacts and don't be left there by yourself if you need help. I'm sure you know that most phone companies have some type of program for people that have serious illness problems. My daughter was able to get that when things were rough on her after her divorce. They should have something for people without TV's too, shouldn't they!! Anyway, just want you to be safe and have what you need. I guess you aren't as far out as you sound sometimes.....but in KS, maybe you are (lol). I remember the time when I was a kid, our closest neighbor was about a half mile. Seemed farther back then cause we didn't have a phone or anyway of communicating in an emergency.
Okay, enough of this. Just want you to know that you are loved by a lot of folks. You are very valuable to us and we want you to stay well and know that we are praying for you while you get to the next step.
Love, Sandi
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!
hey really isnt coming back, he said so. he is looking for a new place to live as i type this.
M 36 XH 34 3 children If a house is divided against itself, that house will not be able to stand. Mark 3:25 "your mood swings are giving me whiplash" twilight ALIVE FREE AND HAPPY 2010