Wow...I really don't know what to think/feel. I've been doing really well...mostly...it's just wierd.
Her being pregnant by another man for some reason doesn't change the root of how I feel about her.
She is of course freaking out, and I feel...well in all honesty relief. There is nothing for me to do...In another life I would be her hero but...no...just no.
Why am I not more pissed off? That I don't know. It almost makes me less angry at her...Do I feel sorry for her? Will the anger come later? My best guess is that I'm to a place where I'm no longer going to stress over her mistakes...but I still love her.
I just don't know what to think.
Me:34 W:31 d's 5 & 10 M: 5 years, T: 8, Bomb1 3/8/08,#2:3/28/08 Asked 4 D:4/19/08, discovered PA 5/8/08,W moved out 6/30/08 W pregnant by OM: 2/17/08
