Being content for now.

[mishka422]

You are absolutely right that the 2 years you have stood and waited was worth it. You have become a strong, independent woman who doesn't need your H to be happy. You would like to have your M but it won't kill you if you decide to end it. That is what is most important.

IMO, you H is no where near ready to come home. He needs to build your trust first. Date each other, spend time together but don't live together. That is how he can rebuild trust.

Karma is sure hitting OW isn't it? Gee, she destroys one M then M's another man she apparently hadn't been with very long and now that's rocky? Imagine that!

Keep talking to him Kissak. If you are able to, reassure him that anything is possible and that you want to trust him but it is going to take time and patience - something you have incredible amounts of.

Be wonderful!!!!