Another Wife Hit With the Bomb #10

[Tawnya]

{{{Kassie}}} You are right..I definitely have had those "where did these tears come from" moments for sure..and I'm sure there will be more..thanks for the "welcome to limbo land welcome package" LOL

{{{JD}}} thanks my friend..yeah this weekend seemed to bring out the crud eh?

{{{Amy}}} thanks for letting me keep you awake my sweetie..hope you are doing ok and I hate you are fighting off the junk!!

{{{Silver}}} I just read your thread and replied, but I hate you had a yucky start to your week my friend!! i asked my hub a few times if he realized he made a mistake would he be able to tell me so..but I don't really know LOLOL..you wonder about that don't you?

{{{V}}} My valentine..how was tango class?? I would love to do something like that and totally need to..I said that months ago and haven't done it...you will truly inspire me! I had a much better day/evening last night and today..once I got past the initial heartbreak yesterday..I was really much better last night and this morning..thank you so much for checking in with me

Well..like I said..today was a pretty decent day, nothing major going on..my hub, I would like to make mincemeat out of him, however..because I had to text him earlier to see if I could get a login/password info for our phone service and he was like I'll see if I can get it for you..I texted back that I thought it was in his aol mail saved (which you can access from anywhere, any computer)..so I was thinking "ok, he is still working and can't get it for me right now..no big". OK..umm..that was oh 6:30, so I guess I'm not getting that info this evening, glad I didn't need it :P LOL!! Oh well..it's not that tragic, but still annoying.

However, if that's the worst part of my day, then my day was pretty good overall Have to work the long day tomorrow, 7 a.m. to 7 p.m., so hopefully I am off to get some sleep soon

Hugs to all of you sweet people for checking in with me.

Tawnya

[pearlharbr]

(((Tawnya)))

Just starting to catch up with people. I'm sorry I wasn't around this weekend for you but glad to hear others were. I think you handled the sitch well and that's all you can hope for. I totally get the random crying moments, although I find that they're fewer and farther between these days.

It took me a week or so to realize that I could start using the empty drawers in the dresser! I do appreciate that space.

I think you can teach D18 about self respect by living your life to the fullest either with or without H. If/when you start reconciling then you can talk to her about commitment, forgiveness, etc. But I think it's important now for her to see you just being the best Tawnya you can be.

On another topic, will give you the weekend rundown in the alt.

[silvagod]

{{{T}}}

You are sounding SO much brighter, that is good to see

I know that you have been the strong one and I am sure you will continue to be so.

Have a great day tomorrow. (it's night here now )

[Tawnya]

{{{Pearl}}} Aww thank you my friend..even tho you weren't around, I knew you WERE if I needed you, and I appreciate that more than you know! Yes, I am very thankful the random crying is far between..but I know it will still happen Dang..I have forgotten about the empty drawers..woot..I will move some stuff tonight

Actually..that is a great way to look at it Pearl..teaching both of my kids to be the best in the now..in whatever circumstance you are in...I like that a lot! Going to go read up on your wild weekend in a few

{{{Silva}}} Yes..I definitely do feel brighter..it is interesting to see the possibilities and things I didn't realize I had let go of or lost in myself..it's very exciting and weird and scary..LOL..but all in a good way I appreciate the positive thoughts about being the strong one..remind me if I forget Well then good MORNING to you!

Tawnya

[kassie]

T -
HELP please read my thread and advise.

[Tawnya]

{{{Kassie}}} I just responded to you my sweetie..I hope you are doing better..I am here if you need me I will hop on your thread off and on for a bit..

Tawnya

[silvagod]

{{{T}}} I'll bet there's a lot more of you that you have yet to discover. That's the good part about all this. We find out so much more about ourselves that we ever would have. If that isn't a bonus, I don't know what is.

[Tawnya]

{{Silva}}} ahh yes the half full optimism absolutely you are right..and I guess in a year's time, or heck probably even 6 months time I will look back at THIS person I am right now and be like "psh..I am so much different from THAT girl" LOL

Anyway..I have to tell you guys a cool story from yesterday. My D18 and I were talking about something..and it was a funny story turned sweet story so here you guy:

She was telling me how she plays online pictionary and that besides having to guess you also have to spell the word right. So she's like everyone KNEW what this was but only me and three others knew the correct spelling for "caterpillar"..and I have to admit that I spelled it wrong too (the spelling girl hangs her head)..and she was like "HA..no it's only one "t"..and I was like DANG..and THEN she was cracking on me because it sounded more like "cadderpillar" when I said it (hey..I'm southern LOL)..so that was the funny part

AND then she was saying how I am like a caterpillar and that I was going thru my butterfly metamorphosis myself and that I was a totally different person from when this started. And I was like "WHOA..first of all, cool that she noticed that" and then second of all cool that it's true..and she even said something like going thru all the pain and crap was worth it..so it was really sweet..cause she's not usually quite that "soppy" LOL..that's usually my job

Anyway..off work today and hopefully just chillin at home!

I am on day 4 of no "voice contact" with hub, tho did have to text him a few times on Sun/Mon, but had son call him last night to set up what day this week he was able to have son come over due to his work schedule..and thankfully I won't be here when he gets him cause it's my long work day tomorrow

I may have to go join that no contact DA Club now LOL! Are you all accepting new members?

Tawnya

[JDOllie]

{{{Tawnya}}}

Come on in - the water's fine!

That is such a cool testament to what you've become as a person.

Good for you!

[Tawnya]

aww thanks {{{JD}}} I will have to head that way and read up on your cool club!

Tawnya