Divorce looming #4

[K4D]

My W's parents own the house that we are renting. I don't have any leverage there. She told me if I don't want the door to close on us forever, then I'd better not tell OMs W. She also wants me to sign the waiver of service after my job interview and the child custody agreement today. She did say that now I have OM scared. But that doesn't mean things might not start up again in a few weeks.

She says she doesn't trust me because I haven't kept all my promises about not snooping etc. But hey, I told her I don't trust her either for obvious reasons.

I'm debating on whether or not to tell OMs W. If I do and she D's him, it just puts my W and OM together. If I don't, I at least keep fear in them. My W hardly slept last night after not knowing if I will go to his W. I do want to save this M. I wonder now though if it will be saved either way though. Part of me tells me that OMs W needs to know what he is doing. But the other part of me wonders if that really permanently ends things for me and W after this D goes through if I do.

I'm having to really think this one over.

Kevin