Hey Theo.. it's really nice to see you here again. Your words always resonate with so many people.
I hear you on the angry thing.. I'm still very angry as well.. bitter, too! I'm allowing myself the time to be angry and bitter until the D is final. Then, I've vowed that it will be time to get over it and move on! I think I need that finality now.
Both you and Yoyo have been living in limbo for so long. That is by far the most difficult thing.
ps - thanks for the prayers regarding my current sitch