Day 7. Feel very good, slept well last night. got up and straightened out my room, made my bed and cleared up a few things. I haven't made my bed in over 3 weeks, just didn't want to. Strength in this is getting much better. Still very dark to her. She is the same, hasn't picked up mail at my house in over two weeks. I will bundle it up and put it on top of the fridge.
doing d21 taxes tonight to help her out, taking d17 out this afternoon for a couple of job applications. Getting everything in my house back on track tonight. fun weekend coming up.. With friends again....Realxing and hanging at my buddies house. Work is stil busy but I am getting through the days in a much better mood.
Few people are pounding away at me to bounce, find someone new and move on alone. I don't argue or explain anymore. My attitude of not caring is getting me by, and i will leave it at that. Head is still mostly cloudy, but I feel better. void in me is emptying and the wound is healing. Still unclear as to what it is I don't care about but i am spending less time worrying about it. will check in later. DDday where you at buddy, read your sitch yesterday.
