I can't spend days/months/years revisting all that simply because I did that after my first failed M..I spent 8 years trying to figure that one out and to be honest it was a cheeseless tunnel..and it almost cost me a R with my son..and to be honest if I attmepted to revisit all that with this failed M..then it might cost me an R with Caleigh and I won't let that happen..
This is the part that I have to read and re-read.
This morning I read about prayer, and listening for what God is trying to say to you. And then I read this. I need to listen.