Hi all was directed to come here to get the best the advice to get my marriage and life back. My story is of lies, secrets, and betrayel. It all started back in 07 where I had an affair on my wife. It lasted for over and just recently we had signed the seperation papers. During the course of year i did everything to fool my wife in believing nothing was going on, but she knew better. The whole time during the affair I wasnt myself. I deeply loved my wife and wanted to come home but deep down inside i was so scared to ask her forgiveness thinking that things would have gone worse even though she still loved me and gave me chance after chance to move back home. I truely dont know what had come over me. I cant believe i hurt the person that cared the most for me in my life this way. And worst part we have a beautifull D together which im sure in time she will be in alot of pain too. So as of right now we are currently talking and ive been begging to move back home but she wants no part of it and i dont blame her. I dont want to chase her away but im afraid if dont pursue it she will then find some one else and Ill be left looking in. Ive seen my errors and faults and are trying to repair them to this day. Im desperately seeking some advice and how to make her see that I have changed and that ready to a father again as well as a loving husband, the one she fell in love with many many years ago.
