dealign with the A and the lies that came with it must be very hard peace))))))) he sounds depressed, but whatever his stich is you must fight hard hard to stop worring and thinking about his wellbeing, but hard as this might sound, he stopped worrying about you long ago, it's time you do the same.
It's a conscious efford to move on and let go, it's just like love, it is decision, your heart just won't wake up one day all healed, you must believe it will happen, you must concentrate and fill your mind with positive thoughts of your life in the future instead of dwellings of the past.
because of the kids you will be forced to keep contact (and the business I bet, how can that work? you will be on the same place of business? seeing each other every day? The best piece of advice for the sake of the kids is to treat him like a business partner, your business being the kids. You can be cordial and keep good communication so the "business" can thrive...but let that be your only communication, the kids.
I recommend "the spiritual D" book to all, it was a life saver for me. Hugs))))))))))))) slowly but surely you will make it, we become stronger everyday)))
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
