H just moved out, 13 months post-bomb

[dl443322]

Hey Dawn, first, I wanted to thank you for posting to me. And it really is amazing how similar our sitches are regarding our depression and such.

I so understand what you mean about therapists. It took me several tries to find one that could help me. Though I have recently told her she needs to push me a bit because I felt that she was treating me with kid gloves and I needed more than that.

Well, she has taken a stronger hand with me and it has really helped.

Dont give up trying to find the right fit. As you and I know, it took a long time to get the right meds.

Dawn, I worry too about you being kind of isolated. I know this is all so terribly hard. And it is even harder when you suffer from depression. But try to find someone to talk to and make an effort to GAL when you can.

[glamgirl]

So did you find out if your h quit or was let go? My past experience, if your work is shipping you your desk items, they have let you go.

I am not so sure I would have refused the delivery. I would have just accepted and then sent your h an e-mail and let him know some things arrived from his work and let him figure the rest out. Plain and simple.

Wow, in this economy I hope your h can find work easily or already has. This doesn't sound good Dawn, but then this is all part of the game of life.

[Dawn of Hope]

Quick update: H called me this evening. There has been no contact at all for almost two months (last time was Christmas Eve). I was in the middle of something so I let it go to voice mail. He said, "Haven't heard from you in a while..." (huh, you noticed!) Then said to call him, as there are "things we need to discuss," including how to handle the taxes.

Now I have to call him back. I SOOOOO don't want to talk to him! Being dark has been so much more peaceful for me. I suppose I'd better just do it and get it over with.

Peace,
Dawn

[glamgirl]

Just call him and get it over with and then go dark again if needed. Just listen to what he has to say, you don't have to respond to anything, you can simply say I will have to get back to you.

Well he did notice that you haven't contacted him. Well life is a 2 way street.

Good luck!

[Dawn of Hope]

Okay, I just called him, and he's somewhere noisy and is going to call me right back...

GAAAAH!! I think I am allergic to talking to him now...am I breaking out in hives? I feel nauseated.

Stay tuned for the next act in this horror/drama...

[Silent Chrleader]

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Sending you good karma, Dawn!!!!!!

[Dawn of Hope]

Thanks, SC...

Okay, it's been about 15 minutes...<tapping foot>

[glamgirl]

Ok what's the update. You must be on edge.

[mishka422]

Ok, hanging on the edge of my seat.....

[Silent Chrleader]

Am I the only one hearing the theme from Jeopardy in my head?