Hello everyone.. I'm only on once or twice a week now so sorry for not checking in as often ....
Well my H filed for Divorce last week, Feb 10th ... I haven't gotten served or any paper work from him yet. I'm actually ok with it.... I'm more fearful where me and my baby girls will live... and how financially I'll end up. We just bought our house little over year ago so no equity in a horrible housing market. Nice
I don't know my H anymore, he continues to surprise me with his actions... I am done with him and this marriage.. not sure I even have the door cracked ... today, at least, I don't. I think by the time this D is final and if we have to move and lose all our money we put into our house I will be working on all the anger and hate that I will have for him for financially ruining me... but one day at a time right...
I know I will still have a lot of pain trying to get through this.. still can't believe this is happening at times.. can't believe he seems so OK with all of it and that he is not having any pain.... so selfish
I have so much anger and hate right now I don't know how to rid it out of my body.... it is toxic and I hate feeling this way..
more updates to come
Me: 38/H:40 M:7yrs TG: 10yrs 2Girls: 4yr & 7 month old Bomb 8/22/08 OW/EA/PA 8/23/08 with 25yr old Moved out 9/22/08
